Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Wow! I am the epitome of bad blogger.

It's been two and a half months since I've posted. Bend me over the knee and give me a smack.
But I've been busy. Come sit down and I'll update you with the good and the bad.
One of my best friend's sons has been battling leukemia for the last 3 years. He had a bone marrow transplant 3 months ago and unfortunately, it did not work. I've been supportive and doing a lot of listening. Hard to deal with talk of cremation vs. burial, hospice and an eminent death of a dear 6 year old boy. I have been there since day one and will continue to be there when the end does come. We are hoping he makes it to Christmas but who knows.
The job is ..... a job. Can't bitch about actually having an income that does support my meager lifestyle. But if a better offer came along ...... well, you all know....
Unfortunately I am still married. But there is a platinum lining. The settlement agreement has been signed by both. WOOHOO!! It's only been a year and a half since I started this stressful journey.
Felony and Misdemeanor have been fine. No dropping of grades or anger issues. Still waiting for the speed bump. Either I'm a good parent or his presence really didn't make a huge impact.
So you read the above and are thinking "Damn, that sucks". But don't feel pity for me... I do have some good in my life but I just can't share it right now. It does involve a person and who has shown me what a nice, healthy and loving relationship can be like. And it doesn't hurt that he can curl my toes.....;)